more on hate

hate ain't a word it's a great big nation. and here i am in its aftermath.

"if hate were people, i'd be china!" - city slickers.

when i work through things like i think i did below, that ALSO pisses me off. for some fucked up reason it feels like somehow i lost. by giving into reason and not acting out on my emotions, i am somehow weaker? dunno how to explain that bizarre admission. but, guess what? i hate it.